I wish I could do it. It’s so hard for me to get everything I need to do finished, and still see my babies. It really depresses me when I come home and they’re almost asleep or already sleeping. I try to do everything I want to do, but the thing I really want to do most is spend time with my two little ones. I hope I can be forgiven by others and especially by myself for all the time that I am away from them. I need to try harder because there shouldn’t be any excuses.