February 2012
10 posts
God blessed me with this life...
Failure is something that is hard for me to accept. But failure is also something that is inevitable. I’m thinking of this as a test in my career. Im really disappointed in that I tried and worked so hard. I believe that everything happens for a reason though… I know in time this will be an experience that will make me stronger.
Material things don’t mean much to me. That’s why for valentines day, I don’t want anything … I just want to be loved and feel special to someone.
Conflicts
University of Phoenix has been quite difficult for me; not because the work is too hard, but because of the self-learning, electronic communications environment. We are put into learning teams, which also in part has been quite challenging because everyone has different thought processes and opinions and also everyone is in different timezones. In the particular team I’m in this month,...
You Are What You Believe
Today’s message was so inspirational. I know I’m not quite where I want to be in terms of “living the word” but I’ll get there.
Hula
Started taking Hylee to hula and I started back up myself. Feels great going back to doing something that I loved to do and getting my girl in it too!
January 2012
19 posts
Discouraged? Overwhelmed? Depressed?
borntomakeanimpact:
You are not the only one feeling that way - some people just choose to look at the larger picture. Look at things in a new perspective. When all you can see is negativity, start the positiveness within you. Don’t look at the zoomed picture, zoom it out and look at the larger one. If you focus on the problems, nothing will happen it will just get worse. Remember that God...
I did it!
One step closer… Thank You God!
PTT
I feel like I had a couple good hours of sleep last night.. And the rest, I was half awake!!! Thinking. Tomorrow is the day. I shouldn’t let myself overthink it… I have a positive mindset and need to keep it this way. Focused… I can do this!
Irony
It’s ironic to me how people in a criminal justice major are the very ones breaking the law. Hm.
debrief
I need to come here to vent…
Right in the middle of venting to my other half about something that obviously meant something to me, he grunts to me that he doesn’t care about “that kind of stuff”. He doesnt want to hear me. Really?
I started going to church recently every Sunday. Just me and the two kids. I always ask him to go and his response is “no” and one...
There is no sense in arguing with people who think...
So, I’ll respect opinions but just because I don’t say anything, it doesn’t mean I agree nor does it make it right.
SOJA
Going to the concert tonight. Ola always said “What if SOJA had a concert in Hawaii?” Tonight’s the night!
Patience is a virtue
It’s one of the many lessons I’m learning. Patience is needed, especially with young children. Hylee is very persistent in her ways and she is very headstrong— I think it’s apart of her independence. She defies almost everything I say or ask of her. Then, on the other side of the room is my son … tearing the room apart, standing on things, putting things in his...
Don't be intimidated by opposition.
God is great!
Today is a stressful day.. So much tension at work. I’m trying to stay positive but I can’t help but think the banking industry is not for me. All in all, I’m not happy here! Can’t wait to reach my goals…
Happy New Year!!!
2011 has flown by. I’ve went through things this past year that makes me realize my need for improvement. I haven’t told anyone my resolutions, but I have many. I’m not overdoing it this year because I’d like to stay focused.
One of my many resolutions is to learn more about God. I feel like sometimes I have a big barrier up. I’d like to let my guard down and live by...
I’m having trouble forgiving people who are so self-absorbed.
December 2011
4 posts
When one throws a brick at you,
instead of throwing it back, take it and build a foundation.
Two places at once.
I wish I could do it. It’s so hard for me to get everything I need to do finished, and still see my babies. It really depresses me when I come home and they’re almost asleep or already sleeping. I try to do everything I want to do, but the thing I really want to do most is spend time with my two little ones. I hope I can be forgiven by others and especially by myself for all the time...
November 2011
11 posts
I just
want to run away from all this financial bull. I work so hard only for my check to barely last until my next one. I get physically and emotionally EXHAUSTED sometimes. Hate venting about my personal life, but if money isn’t everything, why am I so unhappy? I don’t want to stress all the time about finances & bills! But it’s on my mind every single day. I can’t WAIT to...
Real world
In the business world, I don’t think it’s right for a person to step on others or push/put others down in order to get further. But it’s reality and it is all a big competition.
However, That’s definitely not me and I am confident that I will reach success in a more rightful and humble way.
Staying +++
Not everything in life is fair and just; however, there’s no sense in dwelling. If we think of things in a brighter light, we can change something negative into something positive. “If you don’t like something, change it… If you can’t change it, change the way you think about.it!”
Old lady status
Not interested in partying anymore. I’m only 22, but I feel like an old lady! I’m interested in providing for my kids, interested in pursuing my career and interested in getting my degrees. Oh, and getting married! I miss my friends from high school, but it’s complicated because I know we all have different interests… Not to mention schedules! I get sad sometimes but then I...
October 2011
8 posts
Inspired
I am very fortunate to have come across some people in my life who have become a huge inspiration for me. I can’t express enough how Heald has changed me and how great it was for the couple years I was there. I met some honorable instructors, and one of them I look up to so much. He is hardworking, as an instructor and an HPD sergeant, is very intelligent, and has a mind strong attitude. I am in...
He who angers you, controls you.
We shouldn’t be mindful of the negative actions or words put out by others.
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